04097cam a2200541 4500 598360832 TxAuBib 20220602120000.0 ||||||s2022||||||||||||||||||||||||und|u 9781250818690 1250818699 cce30e9e-00e8-4947-865f-9a804d097c6a OverDrive (Reserve ID) 6241712 OverDrive (Product ID) TxAuBib Holes, Paul. Unmasked [Libby] : My Life Solving America's Cold Cases. Macmillan Audio, 2022. unsolved mysteries. night stalker. gift for true crime fan. jensen and holes. golden state killer. Format: OverDrive OverDrive MP3 Audiobook, Filesize: 241MB. Law Enforcement. Jaycee Dugard. audiobook audio book. murder squad. laci peterson. book on tape. DNA testing. serial killer. East Area Rapist. john conaty. Format: OverDrive OverDrive Listen, Filesize: 241MB. real life crime stories. homicide detective. private investigator. police memoir. True Crime. HTML:This program is read by the author. From the detective who found the Golden State Killer, a memoir of investigating America's toughest cold cases and the rewards–and toll–of a life solving crime. I order another bourbon, neat. This is the drink that will flip the switch. I don't even know how I got here, to this place, to this point. Something is happening to me lately. I'm drinking too much. My sheets are soaking wet when I wake up from nightmares of decaying corpses. I order another drink and swig it, trying to forget about the latest case I can't shake. Crime solving for me is more complex than the challenge of the hunt, or the process of piecing together a scientific puzzle. The thought of good people suffering drives me, for better or worse, to the point of obsession. People always ask how I am able to detach from the horrors of my work. Part of it is an innate capacity to compartmentalize; the rest is experience and exposure, and I've had plenty of both. But I have always taken pride in the fact that I can keep my feelings locked up to get the job done. It's only been recently that it feels like all that suppressed darkness is beginning to seep out. When I look back at my long career, there is a lot I am proud of. I have caught some of the most notorious killers of the twenty-first century and brought justice and closure for their victims and families. I want to tell you about a lifetime solving these cold cases, from Laci Peterson to Jaycee Dugard to the Pittsburg homicides to, yes, my twenty-year-long hunt for the Golden State Killer. But a deeper question eats at me as I ask myself, at what cost? I have sacrificed relationships, joy—even fatherhood—because the pursuit of evil always came first. Did I make the right choice? It's something I grapple with every day. Yet as I stand in the spot where a young girl took her last breath, as I look into the eyes of her family, I know that, for me, there has never been a choice. "I don't know if I can solve your case," I whisper. "But I promise I will do my best." It is a promise I know I can keep. A Macmillan Audio production from Celadon Books. Nonfiction. Biography & Autobiography. Science. Media Type: Audiobook. Importer Version: 2014-01-08.01 Import Date: 2022-07-31 20:00:03. Fisher, Robin Gaby. https://samples.overdrive.com/?crid=cce30e9e-00e8-4947-865f-9a804d097c6a&.epub-sample.overdrive.com Excerpt (OverDrive MP3 Audiobook) https://samples.overdrive.com/?crid=cce30e9e-00e8-4947-865f-9a804d097c6a&.epub-sample.overdrive.com Excerpt (OverDrive Listen)